All that we needed.
The pause is as important as the note.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Again.backlash

For the next five minutes I shall turn into giant sentimental panda with 2 AK47s in my hands and a wooden stick as a leg.

People have many sides. Come to think of it. some sides people wont get to see, some different people see different sides of people. Sometimes even metamorphing into a whole new image or a complete 180 person. Jackyl and Hyde. it exists in everyone.Para-Personality.

It doesnt mean what U look at me for is the real me. I can be different. and the true self shows most clearly to oneself. I know deep down who I really am. What I really think I am. My personality varies with varying Places. be it sombre,jubilant,expresssive or radical whatever it is shows not what u see but how one may change. Sometimes the reason why only I know how myself morph is because no one sees both sides of me at different places. and what if im faced with the unfortunate or fortunate circumstance where the black meets the white? what personality will I turn out to be? God knows.

come to think of it again, this place. this blog is where both contradiction occur, how am I going to portray myself? would I be even conscious of how I portray myself? again. God knows. Whatever it is, I may be two persons for all i know even three. Trinity.

U might not understand the load of bull I just typed. whatever. I know.