something's telling me it's no good.

1st maths test : C6
2nd maths test : C6
3rd maths test : B4

it's double AU

sian.
regret putting double AU on maths. why didnt i put in on humans? im like so much better at it. <3 geog. it's so easy to manage compared to lognx^-3=logn-2^n+3

when 3 tests marathons are just over u find yourself struggling with ace and whatnot SPA 2&3. after that it's EOY all the way. what a great way to fly.



ok that aside, let's talk about girls.
i dont know but after reading novels those that are in them seem so. downtoearth. simple. I mean, girls here are like so full of it and spend money drive cars like nobody's business. petrol cheap ar. road tax cheap ar. your car is your father buy for you one ar.
ok nvm. off mr brown, i mean. it makes u envy living a life at some random suburban downtown area where people live simple, happy and downtoearth lives. u dont get it here. ok whatever. ignore me.



im kinda sick of this. contemplation. what in the blooooody hell am i living for?. i know the cliche answer. and my religion tells me so but what priority am i to put into now? for the past 2 years the other dedication caused a drop in grades. am i doing the right thing? was i? is it too late now? aspirations? but. If i change so rapidly, Im afraid i dont have something to fall back on, what if? maybe whoever said hunting for 2 rabbits will get you none is right.

i still have to choose afterall.

but which?

sigh. no one will probably understand what i blabbered.