I came up with a list of what to do today, and as expected falling behind schedule.
im suppsed to be reading ihc notes now.

it's going to be long post.

I havent felt such a way in a long time. maybe it's the piano. maybe it's the birds outside. I've cancelled one big chunk of the text. It shouldnt appear here.

just that everything's goes by so fast. envy envy envy envy. havent I put in enough? the last stretch for both. 9 more days and 2 more months.the 9 days i've already put in effort. the 2 months after the 9 days I'll run the last round and give it all. If it doesnt work out, no matter how late it is, I have to go on. till then, we'll see.

Then i stumbled upon the song again.

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along




but still, how I wish I did what one person did years ago. she's smart. ok too emo.




chem tomorrow and yet to touch the file. been mugging tys and only halfway through. sigh. 9 more days till im free. the new mrbrown news broadcast is damn funny. world war eleven lol.


and my brother refuses to eat anything except for nuggets.