im pissed. im sad.
but I dont need the usual hey-are-you-alrights and please-smile :)s and stayhappyokays.

it gets back to you.
the stupid feeling of wanting to switch class. when you see so many class photos and lists and display pictures they put ohsoproudly somehow you get envious. really envious.
I dont know how long im gonna last cursing the school about it's screwed up class systems.

it's just that the people, the company. they're are so different, and you want so badly to do something about it but you know you're powerless to help. and it's that damn frustrating you wont want to look forward. and needless to say, this will just turn worse.
I hope I dont show them.



and it still sucks to know you cant get in.