these past few days have been hideously exhausting. probably due to the training today. but it was sweet too. and somehow I just couldnt bring myself to find time and just talk to my ct and settle the stuff. and with hopes dashed and everything I still dont know if I should just stop lamenting and dont give a damn for a while. because it might not be worth it and will probably ruin my life here.
the moon looks very nice today.

candles candles candles.
hmm.