it screws you it does. tickles your subconscious subconsciously, and before you know it this much's gone, like running for your life on this bridge that falls with every step you take you find yourself struggling to keep up.. time.
it's been 9 hours since I used this com and 5 days since I blogged. 1 month since us and 3 months since school. but God. (adrenaline, intimacy fatigue)*routine renders you numb to the minute-hour-hands surreptitiously lapping you another round while you were not looking.



and if there's one thing that I'd wish never changed with time at all was my religion. and the sneers and criticisms that will be spat on this blog now I've mentioned it. partly I'll find myself in the jeering crowd. for Christianity and churches have sunk this low to build towering designer structures that pulls angsty desperate teenagers in. It's no longer what it was. im glad I didnt grow up in such. where the order goes in the order fun, finding a mate, branding yourself, establishing status, socializing then God. it's gone horribly wrong.
hey look this social group has people reading bibles in it!

oh God would you please ressurect Martin Luther and start the Reformation for the second time?