I've had amazingly awful nights for the past week and awfully amazing times too.
It's funny how one night you were laughing and bluffing, and crying like it's so not you the next. whatever happened trust me it's not going to be easy on me either because I wished you took back some words you said and some things you did.

that aside, the past day was alright. yesterday night was weird however, drink, drank, drunk to stop thinking about it felt rather good, for a while it did. ah whatthehell.
get away from this sleeplessness, sleeplessness.



and strictly speaking there's no such thing as a perfect family.