I just realised I havent blogged in a really long time and it's creepy how every first line of every post lately's been the same. Come on lazyness shooshoo, I've got so much on my mind and so much on my calendar I've practically lost track of time. honestly I woke up at 12 and thought the day was saturday. God why'd you have to fast forward in june and december?

I didnt get in fac comm. Im not tragically betrayed though. It's these luscious mix of fabled words and resumes that draws you in. step aside though it's not so majestic we're all marionettes. and my cables are weakening they are. That's way beyond my remote concern of being over condescending.
but I'll miss the people in it though. dance well.

I dont know where to start to be true. but things are starting to grow on me like weed and shit the mower's spoilt. hah. throw this life on the ragged floor and watch it shatter to a thousand different versions of me. my friends arent exactly great and Im not obliged to swallow anything I despise. we are the brutal kind, and they've got no right. It seems some of them are just there for fun and to tell the world how unbelievably great they are. no, as sure as im sane they have no right.
why doesnt friends have different variations? brothers aside, I find real ones I could count with my right hand on my left.
To waste every ounce of our bright blood to time.
still, im grateful for some that'll stay, some that'll still be and im grateful for you too.


June's been learning to live like a rat. shy away from work and everything else. wow, what a nice room. Blocks. ah blocks. please die.

I'll be leaving for msia tomorrow. That dreaded place. I hope nothing gets stolen again. Too late to regret now. I'll probably miss the myriad lives here and you too.