this week the trend! was four out of five, im thinking six times reaching home, sleeping on eggshells and broken glass pieces at inhumane hours.
I deserve some time with the family and plenty more with schoolwork. step it up! it's a long shot.

The bastard child of love. the bastard fool in love. hahaha I think being drenched in emotion isnt one bit refreshing.
Red pill? Blue pill?
Hungry? or just Dumb?
I hope the friends clique are more than what I label them as. oh someone said friends dont forge stronger ties than females. must a phone inbox be rimmed with foul females? for fucks sakes. Left out or plain leftover? They draw it smaller every time dont they, the circle of, whoknows, trust?fun? curl yourself up into one and crawl on all fours, are the two years all I've got?
hahahaha get sussed get cynical maybe I've my priorities wrong.

you are the priority.

There you go again. I made a vow to carry you home. we sit and we sigh, but I wont ask if im regretting it no I wont ask why. It's easier to lie!
What are we coming to, what am I gonna do. Maybe baby I hate to love. But I've no choice no choice no choice!! How's the camp? I hope you have fun im not when you're not around, because you've been missing far longer than that you know it.
and there you are undaunted, bathing in hollow cries.

Oh thank you there someone reminded me not to miss you too much. Is this too much?
Hell whatever.


"Did i strike the right set of chords? you're annoyed.
The goal is to ignite you then move on.
You feel ill at ease. you got no squeeze.
And the wise cracks won't make you more stable.
You've learned you lines to scale and to time.
Why must i remind you now i'm only less able.
Cut from bad cloth or soiled like socks
We're ordinary people we can't help but to change"